26

When I started this blog roughly 2.5 years ago, I was 23. In grad school just dying to graduate. I was lost. Lonely. Confused. And to be honest, I can't say a whole lot has changed. Well, except for my age (I just turned 26 two days ago) and the grad school part. I graduated and now...well, I don't wish I was back in school...but I just wish I liked my job a little bit more. Well, I wish I liked it alot more, but I'd start with a little.

I stopped blogging. I don't know why. I think because I lost a desire in me to write. A sort of confusion between what was interesting without being too personal. In college, when all of my friends and I had "livejournals," writing was my therapy. It was pretty much how I got through. Livejournal and alcohol. Often enjoyed together.

I doubt anyone will read this blog, but I feel this need inside me to write again. About topics still unknown even to myself. I will be deleting some, possibly all, of my previous posts. I thought about making a new blog altogether, but to hell with it. In my mind, I'm still 23, some days I'm still 13. Today, I leave you with this link to the song "Fire" by Augustana. I think it's a beautiful song and I keep trying to find my own meaning in the lyrics. As always, anyone's input is welcome. It's good to be back.
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