she wants her nails painted black

I freaking love this song by Dierks Bentley. This complex person that doesn't even truly know everything about herself, but just wants to go all out in life making it what its worth. All I want it to feel alive. To not be stifled by classrooms and exams. I want to get in my car and drive across the country like nothing else right now. Music blasting. Windows down. Left hand out the window. And dammit, I miss my old car and its sunroof. I want to feel that fire.

Thank God for the few people in this state that I can let loose around.

On another note, I applied for a job today. And while for some, this might seem like I'm settling down. For me, it feels alot more like an adventure.