decisions

doesn't it always seem that right when you think you have your life figured out, the direction you want to go, a day goes by, and you're left wondering if that's really what you want?

i've made it very clear that i want to move to georgia when i graduate in may. i want to move near my aunt and uncle and cousins and meet new people and stay away from winter! i know that i'll always be close to my friends from nwi because i've survived 6 years of college away from them and we are still close as ever. nothing will ever change that i believe. and up until about a month ago, i really had no desire to stay up here in milwaukee, simply because i don't really have super close friends here.

things change. i still want to move to georgia, but i'm contemplating staying here for another year. my roommate will still be here finishing up her masters. my 2nd year friend is deciding to stay here to complete her cfy, and my 1st year friend will still be here finishing his masters. it is only 3 people, but we have such a good time and they all are encouraging me to stay. so much that i'm actually going to a milwaukee public school job fair thing on friday. to top it off, one of my home bff's has a pharmacy residency interview up here. she has interviews all over, but if she decided to work up here..my god.

but i still really want to move to georgia. and i've been applying to jobs down there and people are interested and ready to set up interviews. it's just, not quite as exciting when i think about leaving my 3 people behind.

i just hate this. i thought i had it all figured out and now i'm just confused all over again. and i NEED to figure it out quick because in a few weeks, it's going to be prime time to start seriously finding a job. ugh.